Ah, a shattered mirror filled with lies
Seeing wrong reflection of myself
The self I made for you
Ah this pain is satisfying enough for you
How could you do this when I…
Ah, those innocent eyes coming from you
Don’t try to hide the truth
See through the cloud and soon be consumed
A never-ending life wrapped all around you
I realized too late
The dragging of a dead life brings shame
A death of the destined pawn in your game
Ah, breathing hurts with a wounded heart.
Ah, suffocated with thoughts foreign to mine
I’ve given my body and soul to all I love
In return, they rebuilt me with piles of agony and pain
No thanks for the existence of my brain
The clock strikes nine
The prime time to dine for a final time
My life will leave me and die
As I grow into my new self
My untrue self
A broken memory of you
An ideal self
Ah, heart withers with every step you take away from me
Don’t leave me, I’m perfect now
This is what you wanted
I did what you pleased
Didn’t I?
My skin feels dry and empty
You erased who I was
Never open my eyes again
There’s beauty in ignorance
There’s pain in truth
Oh, how my life ticks by
Quicker than my thoughts
Should I leave all of you?
Should I stay to serve?
Happiest when alone
But afraid to move on